In The Dark...

 

My heart aches deeply of a pain that can not be expressed enough with words, or shown with expressions because it's far to hurtful to share. Somehow this deep pain is what's kept me living. This ache gives me the will to move forward. Moving forward is how I've survived even when I didn't want to. There were many nights I've cried myself to sleep. I've often wandered aimlessly on on dark nights. I've even walked 5 miles one direction in the middle of the night to work, watching the phases of the moon for years. I would bellow into the lonely, quiet nights with the sound of my  own voice to keep me company. The darkness was my light. It was there I knew I could disappear and no one could find me because not one person dared to look. I would disappear on breaks and lunch all the years I worked the grave yard shifts and I would write. I began to write. Writing was my solace for the hell I was living in for so many years. Writing is how I would release the hurt inside without a soul to talk to because of the embarrassment I felt. So, I would write stories and poems of my so-called life. I became am aspiring  poet of life transformed into the Artist I am today and transpire to be, MaryJanesFreedom. A lover of life and love that aspires to make the world laugh through the stories I now can look back on and realize that I was meant for something bigger than what I dream of being. I am who I am. I am passionate. Everything happens for a reason. 

2021 Here we are back at it again

 Hello World!

It's me again finding my back to this Blogger site, boy have I lost my way. This post will probably bore you the reader but I wanted to express myself before I go any further. I can not believe 3 years has passed since I have done any kind of blogging besides Facebook, which is surely a different platform. This is where people that want to read can go to and find, search for something worth reading. I know right, with the millions of users and bloggers out there already, what makes me any different? I make myself different. We are all different, I get that. I want to make a difference in this world, at least with the time I have left on this earth, I want to be that difference. So, if you stumble upon this read , I hope you shall continue to look for my posts and be inspired, or be touched by anything that I blog about. I hope you the reader get to know me and follow my social media platforms. I am the one that wants to change the future. I  have a dream, a laugh out loud dream of being a comedienne, story teller , something in the light of the world to make people laugh. This is my gift and I hope that I am discovered.....

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