Beginning again???? Again and again....who cares, right?

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This is only the beginning of the chronicles of Maryjanesfreedom. I began as a Poetoflife. Well I called myself the Poetoflife and would go down into dark basements and share the words that I would write onto the lined paper of notebooks that I used to write. Here I am. Now I am typing my words onto this visual of a white piece of paper. My laughter is what I am saying right now on the podcast that I had started. So here I am writing of what I am saying on a podcast. Trying to figure this out. So I thought I would type this book as I am listening to myself in the first person storytelling. I am listening to myself all over the place in storytelling and right now it’s a little explicit, so I made sure that anyone 18 years old and younger can’t listen to those episodes. Okay so the first 8 or 9 episodes are definitely not for ears that do not like cussing or sexual explicit expressions is what I call it. If you tune in to the newest episodes they begin in June of 2026.

I just found out in the podcast that Sinead O’Conner passed away, which was my bestie’s favorite Artist. Prince wrote the lyrics Nothing Compares To You. I  am I said plays on Youtube by the Jazz Singer. Now I am listening to one of my favorite songs by him,

”Love on the Rocks” https://youtu.be/UbvxP08FlMs?si=pjck3q-mGf0SUMWW

 Check out my older podcasts as I get ready to begin again, yet again....it is the drive that I need to cause it to take shape again a new world of creation that I am making my dream a reality.

The funny starts here

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Letting Go Of Ego

 "We see only what we are which is a result of our consciousness. There is no in between we either use it (our minds) or it shrivels. When we let go of ego only then can we expand our minds of consciousness. What path do we take to get there? The righteous path. The righteous path is the path one must take to achieve life goals. 

I have been down the wrong path before because I had no consciousness of truly right from wrong, only reaction to the ego. As I became aware, I had choices. I had choices because I became aware of my conscious of self and the consequences of what decisions I chose. We must learn from ourselves to make right choices and with good choices the future opens doors that were no doors, like a loop. Life was like a loop going nowhere in circle. Now, I have a choice, now I have a path, now I am conscious of the self within me that is egoless, it attaches to nothing. I am nothing but energy. Energy has no ego it just is. Is it that the I am the great source of power within?"

Casting Off The Old Skin

   We live through many selves. As we grow in this life we shed through the outer layers of our mind, heart and spirit. We learn about ourselves, our potential we reach in discoveries through knowledge. We are ready to shed again, to rediscover an inner sense of ourselves that we though were deep already. As we learn through the deep insights of our souls, we are ready to shed again. We desire to draw closer to the god-likeness within us. Our world be built around us changes as we grow and those, we surround ourselves by. We must die to our inner selves to transcend to a higher plane within our mind and deeper place in our soul. As we unfold each later of ourselves, we arrive. 

Breathe today in and focus on today, it is necessary for the growth of your soul.  Break free from your old self today of any thoughts that confine you. You are made anew. 

Simple Grandeur

Do not be discouraged if things aren't going well in your life. It will change. You have to want it. When you truly want things to be different you will make a change. So, if you are reading this and this is you only you can change it and read these simple words. I was once you, lost, hopeless, depressed and angry. Now, here I am.

It is simple to have understanding. That is when you have shed those layers and become spiritually enlightened by the very nature of God within our very being of living. When we can breathe God, we live close to his heart. I see it this way, I once walked in darkness. It was chaos. This is the nature of humans. We are really born human and then we shed the being and become spirit. We walk this earth in these vessels. When I came to the light, The Voice...that spoke to me and said to "give me your heart" I responded because I was given Grace. I leaped. I never looked back.

No matter where my journey has taken me this far in life through different states of living which is both physically and mentally, I followed. I obeyed. I kept my faith. NO matter when it seemed bleak. I held tight. Here I am able to share the goodness that came to me. It is simple but first you must follow. In the following does the falling in love happens. You see, through death I rose, in this realm and have been awake to the rebirth of my life. I am constantly evolving. We must break so that we can be put together through the Artist of Life....

2023.22.09 MJFONELOVE

Rootswise & Roots Sweetness: Strictly Female Reggae, Roots Reggae & Love...

 

                Live on what solely motivates you                 Every day is a NEW day...Arise 

 

                              ~MJF~

We need the darkness in our lives.

We need the darkness in our lives.

We are born into darkness until we find the light.

And, no it doesn't mean that you do bad things. People associate bad with darkness. It's just a place within us all. When you are shone the light, everything changes within you. You see the world in a different way. Hence the words:

“I once was lost, but now I am found, was blind, but now I see."

My freedom came to me in January of 2000. I used to walk literally in the darkness to work 5 miles away 5 days a week sometimes 6 or 7 days. I used to not want to live. I was very depressed, but, I made it to work all those years. I smiled through it all not one person knew my pain. I carried it. Until the night that Ms. Kimmie showed and a light shone down upon her. I was curious at to what I was seeing so I walked over to her station. I did not say but. "Who are you?" and she said to me as she smiled "He is listening to you?"

Mesmerized at what she said, I walked over to my station. My spirit knew the spirit she spoke of.....as I connected within me I felt a glorious feeling of grandeur and my life has not been the same since....meaning I LIVE.