Warrior Of Love

Sharing something deep to a heart that feels what I'm saying is a joy for me. My moments of heartbreak to the incredulous healing of being shattered. I heard, no, no...I literally felt my heart break into pieces. I cried out to the Unseen to take this pain away. I remember waking up from a deep sleep hours later to a Voice that was beckoning me "Daughter"..."Daughter"...the third "Daughter" I came to. The Voice said to me trust the Unseen. Walk in love. I was healed. The excruciating pain I could not bare was gone. This journey has been a quest, not an easy one. I followed. I obeyed. I trusted, Through it all, I remain faithful to the Unseen...

I live with the love that now fills me.

ONELOVE

Synchronicties

       Synchronicities

Here I am. Yep. Here I am.

It just seemed like yesterday.

Now, here we are today.

Here We are. Here We are.  

Do you remember yesterday?

It is the past. Today, we are. 

In sync. We are One. 

We are One. A whole being.

In one. Now, we live. 

2022.11.01

MJF_Onelove

 

In The Dark...

 

My heart aches deeply of a pain that can not be expressed enough with words, or shown with expressions because it's far to hurtful to share. Somehow this deep pain is what's kept me living. This ache gives me the will to move forward. Moving forward is how I've survived even when I didn't want to. There were many nights I've cried myself to sleep. I've often wandered aimlessly on on dark nights. I've even walked 5 miles one direction in the middle of the night to work, watching the phases of the moon for years. I would bellow into the lonely, quiet nights with the sound of my  own voice to keep me company. The darkness was my light. It was there I knew I could disappear and no one could find me because not one person dared to look. I would disappear on breaks and lunch all the years I worked the grave yard shifts and I would write. I began to write. Writing was my solace for the hell I was living in for so many years. Writing is how I would release the hurt inside without a soul to talk to because of the embarrassment I felt. So, I would write stories and poems of my so-called life. I became am aspiring  poet of life transformed into the Artist I am today and transpire to be, MaryJanesFreedom. A lover of life and love that aspires to make the world laugh through the stories I now can look back on and realize that I was meant for something bigger than what I dream of being. I am who I am. I am passionate. Everything happens for a reason. 

2021 Here we are back at it again

 Hello World!

It's me again finding my back to this Blogger site, boy have I lost my way. This post will probably bore you the reader but I wanted to express myself before I go any further. I can not believe 3 years has passed since I have done any kind of blogging besides Facebook, which is surely a different platform. This is where people that want to read can go to and find, search for something worth reading. I know right, with the millions of users and bloggers out there already, what makes me any different? I make myself different. We are all different, I get that. I want to make a difference in this world, at least with the time I have left on this earth, I want to be that difference. So, if you stumble upon this read , I hope you shall continue to look for my posts and be inspired, or be touched by anything that I blog about. I hope you the reader get to know me and follow my social media platforms. I am the one that wants to change the future. I  have a dream, a laugh out loud dream of being a comedienne, story teller , something in the light of the world to make people laugh. This is my gift and I hope that I am discovered.....

MJF_OneLove 

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San Diego's Women's Pro Football Team 2-0

San Diego Surge Women Football is something I only dreamed of as a little girl because I loved watching football and playing it. My daughter who is 28 is now playing for the team in San Diego. Sports has come along way for women. Especially for football. I remember when they even had arena football for women and when they ran around in lingerie. This though is the real deal and is not sexist. These women are hitting and making plays, and catching balls just like men. They are serious about their sport. I don't know if and when it will make it national where they are paid to be professionals, it seems far-fetched right now. Although anything is possible. I am proud my daughter is part of this program and dream that I can watch her fulfill of mine....28 years it took. Never say never....                                     

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Unexpectedness

The most unexpected people that come into our lives and the most unexpected things that happen in life, make life worth living...